GET MArried!!!!!

Ok since it has almost been a year since I have posted i guess its the best time to catch up on life or at least let people know the new stuff. Well I am getting MARRIED in May to Jacob Olsen. We met last may and started dating in September. He proposed in December and now were getting married in May. Kinda crazy how fast everything happens but i wouldnt change it for the world. I am supper happy and cant wait to be married. We also put an offer on a home in Hyrum and now we are just playig th waiting game . We are both very blessed to have good jobs, amazing family and friends. We cant wait for this new stage in life. I guess that also means that my blog name with have to change because it will no longer be just me :)

What do Missionaries Do?

feast uppon the words of Christ

After saying goodbye the night befor transfers

This is my Brazilian family

This is my other Brazilian family

I have been looking at different missionary pictures and then I realized that I have yet to share with people what a mission is like in Brazil. For those of you who don't know I served a mission in the Porto alegre norte, Brasil. I have been home over 2 years.... I know and its taken me this long to let people know about it. I do have to say looking back on the mission is kind of hard and being home is even harder at times. I have had this talk with my sister a few times about having a hole left in your heart and for some reason there is nothing that can make that hole go away.I think that is why sometimes it is hard to share such an amazing experience with those around me. Not because i don't want to but because often people don't understand the feelings that come with being a return missionary.There are not enough words to say what a mission can be or means to someone. Here are a few pictures that might explain . This post pictures are from my third area i was there for 6 months and I met some amazing people and had a blast! taught alot and saw the mircles! I spent Christmas in this town and was blessed by families who gave everything they had inorder for us to have a enjoyable time.I had alot of cockrocahes in this house and they became my best friends every morning... I had super fun companions who i was able to feel the spirit with and also play around with. I learned to drink and actually like Chimarrao,I walked miles and miles and miles. I over came my fear of birds. I hurt my knee and didnt think i would be able to walk for days! But i was tough and walked anyways and was blessed to have a dear sister in our word who was a physical therapist and worked on my knee for free. I saw people i love dearly get baptised. I feasted upon the words of christ.. because we had no food haha.I was a wittness in a wedding. I met alot of amazing people and ate amazing food!

SNOw again?!!!

Man once again its snowing in LOGAN UTAH! What the heck its April! So this who thing about April showers brings May flowers is not how it works in these parts. I think its more like this. April snow brings May rain... then maybe in June we will see some flowers. I had big plans get plant a garden and enjoy some sun this month but it looks like i will have to put if off a little longer.. Man mother nature i am ready for you to get back on schedule and figure out these four seasons that we are suppose to have.

We all need a Friend

One thing that i have been thinking a lot about these past few weeks is how important people are in our lives.Not only people but good people and how its important to surround ourselves with people that make us happy and that make us want to be better. I have had the opportunity to get to know someone a little better everyday as we have helped each other out in our life challenges. It has helped me once again see the Lord in my life as he puts people in our paths to help us and for us to help them. This person is going through life changing experiences right now and I have felt a great love for her. When things got hard for her I felt that it was time to step up and be a good friend. I was a little hesitant at first because I did not want to be over bearing or push her away. I prayed to know what to do and how I could influence this amazing persons life for the better. It has been a good experience as we have chatted and been support systems for each other. She is a true blessing in my life and I hope that I to can be one in hers. As I reflect back on conversations with her and also conversations with other people I have come to realize what a true friend is and how I hope that I can be a true friend to those around me at all times. I want to live my life in a way that people know no matter what I love them and will always be a friend to them no matter the circumstance. So I decided to do a little research on friends and friendships and found a few things that have touched my heart FRIENDS
* Friends are special people. If you are a friend, it means you were chosen. You are not in someones life by happenstance, or by accident of birth. You're in someones life because he of she wants you there
* Every friend is a gift from God. Treat each of your friends as the gift he or she is.
*A true friend keeps secrets
*Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to break them down. A true friend is the first one with a hammer.
* A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
My challenge to myself is to let those around me know that i am here for them. That I am a true friend and that they may know that no matter what i love and care about them.

Can it Be Spring Break already?

OK so for spring break i have this amazing trip planned with my roommate Amanda and her brother Ben. We are going on a cruise we leave on March 5th and get back on March 14th. I have one problem.... This week is dragging! I Feel like its never ending and all i can think about is eating good food and basking in the sun! This week has been crazy with work and school and it seems that things just keep getting put off. I did how ever get my work done and as of tomorrow I have my 40hrs and its vacation for me! Needless to say i still have two test to take and a presentation to give. FRIDAY where the heck are you? I do know that this trip is very much needed and will be worth every penny paid or debit card swiped. so let me just give you a glimps of what i will be enjoying!

ps i also have to say i am very proud of myself that I have posted at least once each month this year... Man things are already looking better then last year.

How people do it?

So I have been thinking a lot this past weekend about how people who don't believe in God or believe in the plan of salvation deal with death and find comfort in there lives. It has been a tough 7 months or so for my family with the death of G-ma ward, death of Aunt Mary and now the death of a cousin Benjamin. To add to that also for myself the death of a consumer at work which affect many other consumers and staff. I just keep telling myself that the Lord has a plan for each person. We knew that plan before we came to earth and we accepted it.In the moments of weakness or moments when you want to stop and give up i just try and remember that this is not the end that we have a loving father in heaven who wants us all to be happy and to live with our families once again. I honestly would be lost without this knowledge and i am so thankful and grateful for the gospel in my life. As i sit around and watch people struggle with things in there life it is a tender mercy of the Lord that reminds me that life isn't so hard and he will never give me more then i can handle. I have watched friends struggle with being angry at God and no understanding why things happen and it breaks my heart. If only they would see that these challenges are moments for growth and that the Lord knows we are capable of overcoming these trials if we are willing to put forth the effort. I know with all my heart that God is our Father in Heaven that he loves us and he gave his son our savior Jesus Christ to atone for our sins so that each of us if we choose to repent can be forgiven of our sins. I know he is my savior and redeemer and he is the redeemer of the world. I know that if we have faith anything is possible and that we must never give up. Life isn't easy but it will all be worth it when we have the opportunity to be reunited with our families and friends. I look forward to the day i can kneel with a humble heart and thank our savior Jesus Christ for his love. L look forward to embracing our Father in Heaven and knowing that I am his daughter and he loves me and that he knows me by name. I look forward to the day when I can be with Grandma and Grandpa Ward and express the love i have for them and the example they were to me. I look forward to the day when i can be with all my loved ones. It's moments like this that i look and tell myself how can someone no believe and how can they not have the desire to do whats right and strive for these same blessings. I hope that if any of you who read this question these things and question if God is there that you get on your knees and you talk with him. Never forget that he is always there and in the moments of despair and grief he is the one we can turn to.

Love Hate Relationships With My Phone

This past week was a little rough from work. I thought i might have to kill someone or something by the end of the week. Let me just share with you a little why. On Sunday i spent an hour and half on the phone trying to explain why I couldn't make a doctors appointment right at the moment one it being 8:30 at night and two a Sunday night. On top of that already receiving about 10 calls in an 8 hr period. Monday I had 7 phone calls and about 10 texts by 10 am and they continued during the day and night. Tuesday I had a 45 min conversation about how i do love my consumers i just need a personal life that was after multiple phone calls and texts. Wed when i got out of class from 10 am to 3:30 I had five missed calls and 14 texts waiting for me to respond. Thursday actually was not to bad because my phone died and it wouldn't charge until about 1 pm then i had a hand full of text and a few phone calls. Then came for the fun i had a fun chat with my consumers about emergencies and texting and phone calls. How they need to stop!!! So i then started not answer my phone until 7 pm then it was off to a 45 min phone call. Friday consisted of an hr phone call about a missing wallet and someone being upset because i didn't have a solution of what to do about it at the time. Lets just say it made for a long week! This is my typical week of phone calls and text and these ones are only from work. I have decided i loath my phone! Every time it rings i pray or hope its not work or someone bugging me about work. So for those of you who feel like i never talk to you on the phone anymore its because i have gotten sick of it. I am to the breaking point! Maybe i should just accidentally run it over or put it on top of my car and forget about it. Maybe flush is down the toilet. So if i don't answer i have a good reason.Yet on  the other hand i enjoy spending time talking to family and friends on my phone. listening to music and keeping up on the latest info. The only problem i see now is other people have started to make comments about how often i am on the phone or how often it goes off. so i guess that's a true sign that something needs to be done

IWA Are you a Mormon?

OK So the past few weeks at IWA we have been talking about goals and talents. One night we made a bucket list which I already had made but i added to it. Last night we talked about talents and I found myself thinking a lot about it for the rest of the night. I was thinking how at times we often don't recognize the talents that we are given or even know the things we do on a daily basis is a talent. We talked about how weeping is a talent and as I thought about this being a talent it made me think about having empathy or understanding for others and really feeling what they are feeling. the girl who shared this as a talent I had no idea was not a cry er and it made me think of an experience with her. We both wept together about a situation in life. After hearing her talk it made me even more appreciate the talk I had with her that night and knowing she actually fully felt the pain I was feeling with me. Then i started to think am I really sharing my talents with others am I living my life the way the lord would want me to live? I guess not I guess that I have a greater calling here on earth and I am not living it to its fullest. Yes no one is perfect but I decided i need to step out of my comfort zone and help those around me. I am not going to sit here and list each on of my talents off or things that can become my talents but I feel that sharing this little bit of info from last night might be a way to help others think about their talents and the blessings that the Lord gives us everyday. So Erin you know who you are this is my tribute to you right now you are Erin you like the sun and you are a Mormon. I am Aimee I like to Laugh and I'm A MORMON.

A Fresh Start

Well this year has started and before we know it 2011 will be gone as fast as it came. I have thought a lot about what i want out of 2011 First off i want no more deaths in the family two in one year was hard enough. I know i don't get a say that's all in the Lords hands but I can wish and pray right. This year i hope to get my tonsils out and have less sickness then last year, i have not started this year out to well since i have been sick since December 26. I would like to find a fun house to live in with my roommates so we can have a dog ( I know one more thing to take care of is all i need). I want to go on a few road trips with friends while i am still single and can run free. I want to get good grades and be successful in school. I want to be better at my job I now have 7 clients instead of 4 this year. I want to spend more time with my family. I want to learn to play the piano and i actually found a teacher now its just making the time to have lessons. I want to be a little more organized. I want to make more time for friends and meeting new people. I let last year go by way to fast I don't regret it at all but i do want to enjoy it a little more. I want to make a difference in other peoples lives one small step at a time. I want to visit all of the temples in Utah. I want to be a better friend and spend more time listening then talking. I want to be the person that people feel like they can come to at anytime or any place and know i will be there for them. I want to treat every moment as if it were my last and be happy about it!

An Update YOu ASK??

OK so this update is way past due! I feel that I have so much to say and tell i don't even know where to start. So i guess with the bucket list. Well this summer i checked two more things off my bucket list and yes i am working on a few others. #4 Go Back To Brazil! Yes i did it! and i went back before i had even been home for a year. It was amazing and worth every penny. I spent the whole month of July visiting my areas on my mission and also spent sometime in Sao Paulo. i was able to see my sister at heart get married in the temple she was the sister i trained in the mission and i was one of her maid or honors and also got to be her escort in the temple. What a neat experience this was! i can only imagine what true mothers feel. All i know is once i sat in the escorts chair tears came to my eyes as i watched someone so special to me make covenants with the Lord and her spouse. I was able to go to a vineyard and see a few really cute little towns i had never seen before also. I spent many countless hours visiting and chatting with some converts on the mission and visiting old companions. It was a trip i will never forget. Oh yes i also got robbed at knife point which was interesting all in itself. It happened all so quickly and I was a little shocked afterwards, it does make for an exciting trip. I also missed my flight from Sao Paulo to Porto Alergre so had to catch the next fligth later that afternoon and with a little extra cost! But it worked out and was good. #33 Go a month without shaving my legs and this one i actually went six weeks and they looked awesome!! but sad to say i decided not to take a pic to share with everyone on this one..maybe next time. So that was the month of July. When i got back from my trip things got kinda crazy at home. First my car broke down so what did i do? Bought a new one! Its a black KIA Rio and i love it! Seems to be working well and fits my personality or so i think. Grandma Ward was not doing so well and she now gets to be with the love of her life Grandpa Ward. What a bitter sweet time it was for our family. It was not easy to tell her goodbye but it was for the best and it was what she has wanted for so long, but with the passing of grandma came a new baby boy Gaven my sister had a cute cute baby and from the moment i saw him i fell in love with him and i got to play mom while she came up to visit and i loved every min of it! I could not get enough of the cutie! The month of Aug also included finding out once again my Aunt has cancer which is hard on my family, but she is such an amazing women and just keeps pushing forward with a positive attitude. She really is amazing! School then started and it was back to the real world or books and classes.
Well now we need a current update...Well i am still in Logan still going to school, still working as a Res manger at NES and for the most part i love it. I changed majors to FCHD i am taking institute i am in IWA and i am a FHE Mom life is good! I feel so very blessed and i am happy with where i am right now. Nope no boy friend for those who might be wondering no i have no given up either i am just taking things slow and putting it in the Lords hands it will happen when the time is right. I moved apartments and live with two other girls and they are awesome we really have a fun time together when we get to spend time together. I am enjoying my job it really is a blessing working with people who have disabilities i learn and grow from them everyday! Yes at times it is hard and stressful but i would not change it for the world right now. i am honestly just counting my blessings and looking forward to each and everyday!

Brasil!

Well i did it! i made it back to Brazil! And i didn't die almost but it didn't happen. So whats new right now i am chilling with the sisters in one of the areas where i served Santa Cruz Do Sul. Its crazy how much spending time with them makes me miss the mission. but its time to start a new chapter in life so think this trip will help close the last.I mean it has been one year already in aug. Things are going well. I have been able to see a few people i care alot about and figured out that Brazilians like to move from house to house more then they like to change their underwear. But such is life. This past month has been a blast and is going by way to fast! I just hope that the rest of my trip goes well and then when i get home things wont be to crazy.

Check a few

Well the homeless only lasted two weeks because I once again was sick and also the sleeping on the ground was not that much fun! Well I did get to do a few more things on my list this summer. I milked a cow, got a tattoo, pushed 50 handicap buttons and did it in 41 mins. So just a few more to go....

How about Homeless

So the school year is coming to an end.. Yes once again wow how time is going by! Well for those of you who don't know i am staying in good old Logan! Yep i just cant get enough of it i guess. In July i am headed to Brazil for the month and the rest of my summer will consist of playing in the sun and working. I have two weeks until i move out but nope still do not have a home or a place to call home. Which i am kinda excited about for a few reasons
1. no rent
2. no utilities
3. check off one of the bucket list
4. Time to be wild in the wild
5. camping all summer long

Yeah so that's my plans. To live out of my car and to be homeless for the summer! We will see how long i will last!

The Buried Life

So i have been inspired by the MTV show the Buried life and plus i have wanted to make a list of things i want to do before i die so why not make it a blog right..

#1 Touch ever state in the united states
#2 Sky Dive
#3 learn to golf
#4 Go back to Brazil
#5 run a marathon
#6 Back Pack in Europe
#7 grow a garden
#8 take a random road trip
#9 Surf
#10 speak in public at something important
#11 Visit every temple on the earth
#12 bungee jump
#13 Write a Book
#14 learn a new language
#15 Be homeless
#16 live in a car or bus
#17 work at an orphanage
#18 live in a foreign country
#19 Get married
#20 Pet an elephant
#21 drive a tractor
#22 Ride a horse bare back
#23 Do a pioneer trek
#24 Back packing for a week
#25 Donate my hair
#26 dance on a stripper pole
#27 Become a better long boarder
#28 rock climb
#29 play tennis
#30 join a soccer team
#31 join a softball team
#32 roller skate around campus
#33 go a month without shaving my legs
#34 Milk a cow
#35 Press 50 handicap door buttons in a day
#36 Get a tattoo
#37 take a yoga class
#38 go kayaking
#39 Visit New York City
#40 learn to play the guitar
#41 learn to play the piano
#42 scuba dive the Great Barrier Reef
#43 visit Sea World
#44 Visit the San Diego Zoo
#45 Ride a Camel
#46 See a play on Broadway
#47 plant an herb garden
#48 Have my teeth whitened
#49 Kiss in the rain
#50 take a moonlight walk on the beach
#51 Hold a Snake
#52 own a pet Gold Fish
#53 own a pet rock
#54 own 100 pairs of shoes
#55 Make a difference in someones life
#56 Get my legs waxed
#57 walk a pig
#58 color my hair a crazy color
#59 send over 10,000 text in a month
#60 Do the root beer challenge
#61 Visit every temple in Utah within one year
#62 do a zip line
#63 Get a Masters
#64 Go one day without my cell phone
#65 365 day challenge
#66 Go to the Bathroom in every bathroom on Utah State Campus
#67 go on a cruise with roommates
#68 make a new friend everyday
#69 Help someone to their car with their groceries
#70 Make someone laugh everyday
#71 Ride the Bull Naked
#72 skinny dip at bear lake with roommates
#73 Donate money to a Charity
#74 Run a race for breast cancer
#75 Make a mission blanket
#76 Make a mission picture album
#77 Go to Washington D C
#78 Go to Navoo
#79 Visit the Redwood Forest
#80 Start Fishing again
#81 Make a Movie
#82 See Mount Rushmore
#83 Go to Disney World w/ friends
#84 Visit all 7 continents
#85 See the Leaning Tower of Pisa
#86 Visit Mecca
#87 See the Mayan Ruins
#88 Eiffel Tower
#89 learn to Crochet
#90 Learn to say no without feeling guilty
#91 get a college degree
#92 Make front page of a news paper
#93 Volunteer at a homeless shelter
#94Volunteer at a soup kitchen
#95 audition for survivor
#96 adopt a child
#97 become a foster parent
#98 have a pet dog
#99 Purchase a Home
#100 Be happy with who I am
#101 get married in the temple
#102 visit Hawaii
#103 own my car
#104 learn to sew
#105 be more crafty
#106 go hunting
# 107 read my top 100 books list
well i think that's a good start for now!

Busy as a BEE

Well these past few weeks have been super busy and crazy for me. A few weekends ago my family and I went to Arizona to walk in a heart walk to honor Morgyn it was super fun to have alot of the family together. when we got home it was a start of a crazy week for me. It was mid terms and i should have studied more then i did. Lets just say i have don't better in my classes then i did that week. Last weekend i went home to got to a baby shower and also spend time with me family and to add a little spice to things i gave a fireside on Sunday about my mission. It was really awesome i don't know if i did to well but i enjoyed sharing even if i cried pretty much the whole time. It was a very good reminder for me and helped me realise i need to keep doing all the little things i learned on my mission. I think to often i let the busy things of life take over the important things that i need to do like daily scripture study and sincere prayers and giving service. It was awesome and helped me think of some new goals to set. I also bought my plane ticket to BRAZIL!! Yes i am going back for 29 days! and i am so excited i cant even express how excited i am. Anyways things are well just super busy but i guess that's the way its suppose to be for now! Gotta LOVE IT!

Is IT time Yet

Does it Ever feel like there is not enough time in the day to anyone else? I just keep telling myself if i could add 4 hours to everyday that i would be content and feel like i can get everything done with out rushing it. I guess that is a dream right. But then i think to myself i would probably just take that extra four hours and find something more to do. I seem to be one of those people has to have all their time taken up or be super busy. I think its almost like an addiction. Yes i have no clue how i do all i do but it its almost like time stretches its self. All seems to be going well besides the fact my roommates complain that they never see me. But to be honest it seems to be a pattern for everyone. Roomies no worries i am not avoiding you! Funny thing is i actually have time to blog.... man i must have my priorities all messed up or else i can say that it is for a class so that makes me feel better. Well i think this is just a real prep for motherhood or for adulthood. Maybe when i group up i will be some busy busy lady or i will have kids coming out of my ears and will have no extra time so the lord is preparing me now and getting me ready by being super busy now. Hmmmmmmmm but i guess only time will tell.